Why do I put up with someone who could care less 4me?
I don't understand what is wrong with me. I'm in a relationship with someone who in my opinion doesn't care the least bit about me or my feelings (only when he wants something from me). He is always lying to me about everything I don't trust him at all because it's always a lie. He never wants to spend time with me because if we do he's bored. I'm always home alone. He leaves home and doesn't return until the next day and them wonders why I'm upset so them he tries to change things around and then he acts mad. Can you believe that. I could be crying my eyes out in front of him and he won't even bother ask what's wrong and pretty much ignorez me all day. But even tough I know a person who cares about you wouldn't treat you this way I can't leave him. But I am not happy and it's hurting me so much emotionally because I don't have anybody to talk to and he never listens. I cry all day, feel worthless, used, not cared for, and it kills me that I let him treat me this way and belittle me. Please someone help me, he's hurting me so bad emotionally and there's only so much my emotional health can take I don't know what to do? If he says he cares for me which he shows me very little, why would he do this to me, why does he keep pushing me away and compulsively lying?He is an everyday drug user can this be it or can it be something that happened in his childhood or his first marriage that left him traumatized or this way? Please help I would really appreciate it, thanks.