Told Gf to not contact me again, did I make the right decision?
Together for 2 years most of those months after HS have been an LDR (I'm 18 soon to turn 19 she's 20, also first gf). I realized I put up with a lot of crap from her consistent lying to just disrespect and telling people she was single in the past. So I felt betrayed and told her how I felt. I was a bit rude when saying it so I bought her some roses/chocolate/ and a teddy bear. She seemed happy so I thought we could work on things getting better. No she uses the "lets be friends" right after receiving the gift which was over $100 which made me pretty annoyed Then suddenly blocks my cell no. and instagram. So I didn't talk to her for about 20 days to give her space to think it over and to see how I really felt about her and possibly getting back together I don't know.
After that time. She started doing immature things. Blamed me for everything. I started feeling like I was being destroyed from the inside out. And noticed I felt bad not talking to her but I felt better than I had in a very long time by NOT talking to her. And I honestly still don't know how I really feel about her. Its now Feb. and I tried to end things on good terms and get her on the phone to settle it nicely. But instead she calls me and hangs up twice before I can answer. So the next day I called to see why. She ends the call on the second ring. At this moment I see this relationship is truly dead (and I still don't know why I feel somewhat bad about this) So I message her on ig slightly pissed (she unblocked me later on) and told her since she wanted to be immature, do not ever contact me again.
2 hours later she responded by just saying my name. No idea why really. That was 2 days ago. I feel like saying something else but I don't think that's the right thing to do in my case I know I cared about her her and she says the same but she just treated me like trash. But I still have her on my mind half the time. I don't feel heart broken or anything but I feel indifferent like I don't know what to really do sometimes now. I probably left a lot out since I was trying to make this as short as possible.
