Shoul I commit suicide? Should I die?
I was a topper in 10 got 10 CGPA in a government school then I leaved that school shifted to a new city then I started all time chatting and my mind got a little distracted within 11 I wasted nearly that year then in 12 I got supported by a girl and she came too close we both heartly loved each other and kept studying a bit but in the end in December her mom got knwn about it I was a bit worried as she's the daughter of an former MLA and I belong to a employee's family then in January my dad too get known about us and scolded us but we both were a bit together a few talks and now in the end of January she leaved me because of her moms last warning and I am lost I nearly wasted my all revision time I haven't done syallabus even a single time now after an hour there is my board's practical and I'm sad because she last night left me I don't know what to do now seems like life is just stucked and I should end it now :'(