i love my x. but i don't what to do.
[F]since the beginning of this year I've been searching for that special person and finally I think I found her she's my x. & when we first together I thought she was going to play me.. so with that thought in the back of my head I moved on to someone who I thought would be good for me. But this turned out more worse and I was played. Since then I've been think that I really love my X and that I need her in my life and without her nothing else matters. I've told her how I feel about her and she recently broke up with her boyfriend and she feels the same way about me then I do her. But for the past days she hasn't been herself it seems as if she still has feelings for her last boyfriend and that hurts me because me having the thought of that one girl I was wishing I could be with loves another person. I haven't giving up yet because I still believe in the love I have for her more then ever. Her mother doesn't want her to date because she doesn't want her daughter to end up hurt again but I would do anything in this world to prove myself to her mother because I feel that I could make her the most happiest person in the world and also I feel that she can complete this missing part of me. There's more then 900,000,000,000,000, girls in the world but I've come to the point where I think she the one.