I slept with someone else, but am I in the wrong?
I'm gong to try and make this quick. Me and my girlfriend have been together for a year and a half. For the last 9 months she has made me feel pretty low about myself. I work hard, am classed as a good looking man at 28 and don't really do much wrong in my eyes?
She works too, but as soon as she got home she would sit on couch, demand her dinner, eat it and go to sleep. When I ask her if she loves me 70% of time she would just say give up asking stupid questions and not answer and the other 30% she would say stuff like she's not sure. This hurt me so much after my life revolved around looking after her and working hard. She has left me about 3 times in last 6 months but only for a day or two and then come back.
The twist in the tale is we found out 6 weeks ago she is pregnant. It is definitely mine she is not one of them kind of girls. I promise you all that I have no doubt there. The baby will be loved by both sides of the family and we are both mature enough to be able to bring the little baby up in a loving environment.
Problem is she left me again on Monday and after so long of feeling crap about myself I went out and got totally drunk. A girl started chatting me up and before I know it she was back at mine and we had sex. As soon as I had done it I felt sooo horrible and bad. I still feel very very very low about it.
I think my girlfriend now wants to come back again and I do miss her. But feel like I can't tell her because it would really upset her and cause stress on the baby. Also she is going through her step grandad dying at the moment. What should I do? The other girl hasn't got in touch, I know I would never let this happen again. We were on a break but I waited about 36 hours before getting drunk. Please help am I a bad guy?