Heart broken, sad and confused.
Hey guys since my last post about the girl I like in my youth group, I have decided to tell her. So I got the chocolates I got for her packed, wrote her the letter according to the guide given to me by phoenix. Well she said no and then went home for no reason. I thought that maybe she would get over it and everything would be back to normal when I see her at church on sunday(today, 8th apr) and I don't think she has because we prepared to go movies sometime these easter holidays and we got everything sorted but when I asked her this morning she said she doesn't want to come anymore. I feel so stupid and useless because I have made her so upset... I don't know what to do to make it up to her and I can't stop crying about it. What do I do? I feel like hurting myself or just jumping into a hole and disappear from this world.