I'm not afraid of dying, because I believe I'll be with God and my loved ones. What I fear is, how I'm going to die. There are so many horrible ways that people die. Some people die in tornados, in car accidents (which can be painful), in bombs, wars, and so many other disturbing manners. I'm also afraid of how my loved one's might die, and that I might witness these horrible events. I can't even watch horror movies because of nightmares. I pray about it, but the fear is always there. How can I get over this?