I have always had this weird experiences since my teen years it would always happen to me I would be a sleeping and all the sudden I would feel my body drop onto my bed and I would wake up looking around the room wondering if someone else was in the room jumping on the bed; but after awhile the experiences progress while cleaning my closet I suddenly felt really tired and went to sleep half way out and half way in the closet and I had this experience where I think it was a ghost or something but the head of this person was going around and around my body and all the sudden it came directly to my face and went through me I woke up as soon as that happen, (after I moved away from my fathers home my little brother moved into my room and I found out that he was choke and was hunted by this spirit/ghost several times back to my other experiences) after this I would be a sleep and but all the sudden I would wake up and feel my body a sleep and my mind going crazy wondering why I could not move or scream and then I would get up as if I was gasping for air from the fright I would often dismiss them as bad dreams or nightmares if you wish I moved in with my mother and I told her about my experience and she told me this whole concept about outer body travel and the wonders I have had many other experiences since then; my ears would start to ring harmoniously my body would be a sleep and this weird sensation of floating of pulsating numbness and my mind awake while the ringing went on but I was always too scared to proceed to the next level I have had many of this experiences never being able to completely exit my body even when I said I would and would even try to exit one time when I finally decide to go I heard this voices talking around me and saying things like " What is he doing? is he really ?" and I got really scare about that and decide to wake up another time I decide to really let go and I thought I had finally done it but it was not so what happened was that I would still be lying in the bed trying to get up but I could not , I could not open my eyes because they were so heavy I could not move much because my body felt heavy as well but I did hear everything that was going on out side of my bedroom even thought usually if I was awake I could not hear what went on out side very well another experience that happen to me was that I was feeling down sitting in front of my computer researching this experience and also angels but I got depress all the sudden listening to the news and how a mother killed her baby and thinking about all the poor kids in this world that have so many problems and how hopeless they must feel and how hopeless I am not being able to do something well I came across this article about the archangels and their duties if you will how each one is suppose to help you in different ways well I decide to pray to them (not really sure if it was a good idea because I believe in god and his jealousy) well point being that while I was praying for advice and help I felt this burning sensation around my shoulder blades and through my lower back the feeling was kind of like if I had wings and I felt this heat not an uncomfortable one but a nice soothing one and all the sudden this happiness invaded me. Anyway I think I have told you guys too many of my experience sorry but if anyone can help me understand please help thank you all in advance
