Paradox between one sided loves
	
	
		I got a problem... 
I never got a boyfriend before... 
Now I love a guy
For one yr
But he loves sb.. although I know that for 3 months ago... 
I can't forget him
However... 
He is not a hot guy, but so intelligent ,smart and nice looking.. most imp of all he has leadership which I adore... 
While I'm  interested in him.. 
One of the hottest guys from another class is interesting in me
But I never noticed as well as he never showed it to me too.. since I have never been in relationships, 
Even he waited me in MRT sometimes seems so honest to me... 
But when the schools are about to close, I know that he is interesting in me from his friend
For real,since I'm so tired from waiting my love, I realli want to get a relationship to get revenge from my love, so I want to go out with sb who is hot but no intelligent and who I dun interested so much.. 
So what shall I do?
I'm in paradox... 
However.. I dun want to hear my love with another girl... 
I want him badly:(