I'm 17 and my teacher is 29 . I met my science teacher 7-8 months ago. Those feelings started on January of this year. We talk during spare time, he's really kind and funny, he helps me with my studies and everything, he isn't the kind of sensitive teacher so it was never awkward to be with him until those feelings ruined everything. At first I thought it was nothing so I ignored it but I don't know why every time he talks I can't listen to him because I'm too busy admiring his looks and everything and I'm imagining things on my head where all I can see is myself and him.and I'm really worried cause I can't listen while he's teaching, I don't want my grades to pull down because of this stupid feelings. I just want to study but every time I think of studying it seems like my head is telling me that I have to focus on his subject even though I hate science so that he'll notice me having the highest grade and he'll be happy. I know it's wrong. I tried to stop it but I cant. I know this will do nothing because he's married and has 2 kids. And even if he has no family yet I know its still wrong because he's my teacher and I'm his student and our age gap is hella big. I also stalk his Facebook account a lot, looking on pictures and seeing how happy he is with his wife and kids. Help me.