This may sound terrible but.. me and my boyfriend have been living together for 8 months. Recently we have not been getting along very well so we broke it off a few days ago. I was confused about my feelings and invited another guy out. We had a lot to drink and my drunk self invited him over. When we got to my house I passed out and forgot that he was still there. My now ex boyrfiend works midnights so I did not mean for him to see another guy at our home. I know how ty it was of me, but I lost control. He came home when this guy was still there and got very upset. I want to work on our relationship but now I know he wants nothing to do with me. He is not someone I want to let go and if I could I would never have invited anyone out. I love him very much. My actions don't prove that, but I honestly do. I can't lose him.