I guess this shouldn't really be in dating, but anyway. I have this best friend. I've known for a little over a year and a half. He's the first person I let in and I really truly love him like family. He's helped me through so much, and made me feel good about myself. But recently we got in a fight about something stupid and I texted him and he blocked me. So I had to get a app he uses and use that. I finally got a hold of him so we could talk through it. He told me he wanted me to stay. But since then he hasn't been texting me, and when he does he answer in 'yeah' or 'ok'. I can't bear to think about losing him and we fight a lot. I don't know how to get through anymore. I need help. He told me I'm too sorry for myself so I started holding back on what I say. Should I just cut him out of my life. And try to get through it without him. I tried telling him he's pushing me away. But he won't listen. :,( I'm so confused. I really need him. But He really hurt me and causes so much emotional pain. Help?

A description, if possible, of the cause of the fight would be helpful. There is really not much to go on without it, and what message you sent him that caused him to block you.

If he causes you emotional pain why are you trying to hang on? How did he hurt you?
If he does not want to talk to you, leave him alone. You are sounding desperate and needy .

You are pushing HIM away by trying to hold onto him too tightly. He needs more space to appreciate you.

A whole lot more.