I feel so alone in this world, there is so much going on in my head and I can not turn to or tell any one. I tried talking my school councillor and she had to go and report it to docs so that's a whole other story. I cut a lot but in places people will never see it, I've tried to commit suicide twice and if it comes to it I won't fail the third time. Ive been sexually assaulted more times than I can count and that's the basis if this all I think, I've spoken up twice to my parents but nothing happens but its funny cause one of my parents (step) are the ones who did most of it. Please I just need some reassurance that everything will be OK..

We need the 'whole other story,' because that's the place you have to get help, whether it's unpleasant or not. We need to help you get you out of the house too.

Nope, sorry, you don't get assurances that it will all be OK until you are free from the person sexually abusing you.

Harsh love isn't what you're looking for but it is what you get. You're in a bad situation. I realize this and more importantly you do too. You can read the signs of abuse and depression in yourself. You also know why.

Call the police. No one has the right to interferer with the sanctity of another person, not even your parents. Find a local abused woman shelter. Get out of your situation. There is help out there and you're not alone.

You don't know who or where to reach out to. That is the first step. After that the next steps are you getting away from your situation. Then once you're on the road to recovery, away from your abusive situation, you will know if it will get better or not.

I don't live with him anymore its OK, this happened years and years ago now, and I'm just thinking about that's all. He is completely 100% out of my life.

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I don't live with him anymore its OK, this happened years and years ago now, and I'm just thinking about that's all. He is completely 100% out of my life.

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But you still cut, so you still need help.

'I've spoken up twice to my parents but nothing happens' - why is this present tense?
HELP is the title - why are you now saying you are far away and 'just thinking about it?'

I can't tell if you are telling the truth now, or are lying now because you are still young at home and afraid.
We don't know you, can't find out, and can't 'do' anything. This is a good place to say whatever you want.

Anonteen, did we scare you away? Please come back.