My husband left me when I got pregnant with our second child, for our baby sitter and my best friend. It was tough, being a pregnant single mother. Once my baby was born and I could start to have somewhat of a life within a few months I met an amazing guy. He adored my kids but he to just got out of a recent relationship.
We were casual for a few months, I didn't bring my kids around and sexually we didn't do anything. We were both taking things slow. As our relationship grew I still had to realize we were not exclusive and he talked to some other people but never hung out with them.
He got to a point when we started to get real close that he backed off. I gave him space and within no time he was telling me he loves me and realized I was what he wanted. Me and the kids. We were then official. A few months later things were going good, we basically lived together and I found out I was pregnant with his baby. A month after this we went to a dance together where he treated me like a stranger, didn't really talk to me all night. Danced with other woman and at the end of the night I caught him kissing another girl, some girl from his past.
So here we are about 10 months later, still together with our new precious baby and I am having a real hard time loving him like I did before. I don't trust him, I don't feel like I'm good enough. I can't seem to get over how he treated me and him kissing another girl? I feel like he is just going to hurt me again. What do I do?
