My Life (short stories for my book)


I'm on here looking to an answer to my question. It is Spiritual I believe. My mother in law just returned from the hospital for an operation. I promised her that when she got out of the hospital I would give her the biggest Birthday party, even though this woman mistreated me so badly in my life. I was at her home with her other family. Then all of a sudden I smelled Death, I couldn't breath, I took little breaths, gasping for air. No one else smelled anything. I had to get outside to breath. I went back in quick and said goodbye with barely any breath to take. Finally my husband, his brother and wife came out. By that time I was sitting in the car. I started to cry, a deep cry from my heart. I told them they don't have much time, get back to see her everyday, time is running out. They looked at me like I had two heads, no one listened, she died three days later. Years later the brother in laws wife had a pill taking problem, in February she left her apartment and nowhere to be found. It was 10 days and still she was missing. We had a snowstorm during that time. I went to bed that night and awoke from a dream, I saw her buried in the snow in the apartment building parking lot, near a burgundy car. I looked outside and it was freezing rain. All I could think about was going there with a shovel and digging. I had no one to watch my children, so I waited till morning. Then I get a call from my huisbands father telling me they found her in the parking lot buried in the snow. I got someone to watch the children, called a taxi and went to her apartment. When the taxi arrived at the apartment, police, homicide, yellow ribbon was everywhere. I needed to know if my dream was real. I ran through the yellow ribbon, police were chasing me and there her body was covered in the snow next to a burgundy car. These are only two stories I have shared, there are many more. This must be spiritual as I'm a Christain of God but do stubble sometimes but always trying to stay on track. I don't believe in anything to do with horoscopes, voodoo, magic, etc. But I do know and have experienced many things to do with God and I have seen Hell.I have certain abilities that I do know must be spiritual from God. Why does he show me things, so much? That I can't answer, that is why I'm here asking?

I realize I have posted in paranormal Phenomena? This is probably where I shouldn't have posted, maybe I should have posted on a Spiritual site. Maybe this is where I was lead to post, to show people what is real and what isn't.

Sorry for the errors in spelling, it's late and I'm tired.

Why are you so sure that abilities such as what you claim MUST be from God? Just because you claim to be a Christian does not mean that you are impenetrable from paranormal types of situations.

Yes, what you describe is sometimes difficult to understand... especially it's source. I know of many situations where an ability was demonic... yet it started seeming to be a help to people. Remember, Satan can seem or appear as an angel of light, how much also his angels and the abilities he gives to people. Spiritually speaking you cannot judge a book by it's cover. Something like this could take much prayer and seeking God to figure out.

My only advice to you would be to NOT seek to further develop this stuff. That's where Satan will get you... he wants to draw you in to spiritually laced subjects. If this is from God it is not something you need to seek out or develop... it will simply happen according to His timing and His spirit. I do know of Christian people having a Hell type of experience and other situations where they were given information that they couldn't have known... but it's a dangerous ground and I would be very careful if I were you.

Of God or not, I believe it is being open to a spiritual realm. I have many incidents where I knew somebody was going to die. I don't know why some people have this and others don't but I think it's a spiritual sensitivity just as our physical sense of touch. I saw Princess Di wrecked in the tunnel for about 3 weeks before it happened. Something kept telling me ''someone more famous than any entertainer is going to die a tragic death within a month and the world will stop and notice''. I had no idea who, when or where.