I love my ex and want to work it out but don't know what to do.
We were together for 3 years, then broke up. While we were broken up we slept together once in a while and then got pregnant. We tried again for a year. But my immaturity and drinking all the time caused another break up.
Ever since the break up I was going job to job and trying to figure my life out with a child. I've never cheated on her, just I was a big flirt and I think she lost all trust in me. We've been broken up now for almost 2 years and in that 2 years I realized that she helped me through everything in my life to be a better person. Before I didn't see what she's done but now I do. I haven't tried to get back with her ever since because I don't know what to do or say, I get nervous around her but at the same time I feel great.
She moved away for school with our son and I got a career now where I'm gone for a long period. I don't know if she's seeing anyone but I don't care. So my question is what should I do? Or what can I say to her to make her realize I am not the same person from before but a brand new man that's changed?