Why does my girlfriend not understand why I get sad all the time?
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OK so my girlfriend lives in the Philippines and she is working as a cam girl. I live in Canada and I work overnights so she happens to be awake at the same time I am. We are both in our early 20's. I first met her online. We just started chatting with private messages while she did her shows. Currently we have been together for a little over three months.
The first month we have been together we would talk about our families and we quickly found out that we had a lot in common that's how our relationship started. I found out that she has had a very hard life. She is always so stressed. She is currently supporting her family with her earnings from her shows because she does not want her parents to work anymore. She wants to make them proud of her that she can support her family. She is the only one in her family who is working so she is currently the bread winner in her family right now. She is paying for everything rent, food, bills, etc. she has two sisters and two brothers. None of which are currently working, and a niece and a nephew and she is trying to support them all.
It very hard for me to be her boyfriend because I get jealous a lot from all the guys watching her. Hundreds of guys watching your naked girlfriend masturbate. How would you feel? So I asked her and she said they don't mean anything to her they are only customers to her. She acts nice to them only to get them to tip her. I trust her completely while she works. I know she would not cheat on me because her past boyfriends have all cheated on her. And I would never cheat on my girlfriend with other women.
Sometimes I would get sad when she started getting a little too friendly with a few of her regular customers. She would always get angry with me. She never once tried to comfort me and say that it's OK she always starts complaining about how I don't support her work and saying bad things about her customers. I understand that is just business but I can't help but get jealous I do every day, I try to keep it in but it always manages to come out. Now every time I get sad she's always like "here you go again" I hate it so much when she says that like I am just such a miserable person. I always try to support her during her work I have even sent her some money once just so her and her family could have food to eat because she had no money.
She has a certain quota she has to reach every half month in tokens or she does not get paid. So I occasionally buy tokens to help her out too. Anyway it is true I do get sad very easily. Like it makes me sad that she's logging in to her room on the site with the cam on fully naked before she will start chatting with me on Facebook to let me know that she is online. Then when I get into her room I already see like ten guys in there with her playing with her breasts and chatting with them. In my mind I am like What? Like she can't take 1 minute out of her getting ready for her show to come on Facebook first to let me know she is on. She is always constantly in pain whether it be a headache, back pain, stomach pains or something like that all the time. She is so stressed that her periods have become irregular it has been currently three months since her last period, and no she is not pregnant. I am just so worried that she is killing herself trying to get her parents to be proud of her.
I love her so much. I would do anything to make her happy. And I am always online on Facebook or Skype if she ever needs to just talk. I am planning on going to visit her early next year. I will not give up on her just because we argue all the time but I feel like she is going to break up with me because of all this. I just don't know what to do anymore please help I don't want to lose her.
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I have been have been in this relationship why my girlfriend for about 4 months now. She is a cam girl just to let you know. She has told me that she really dose trust me but I feel like its not true because she is keeping secrets from me. She dose not want me to know what she dose with her customers in her private shows or group shows. Even though I never have asked her that. One day while she was on she showed this eye dropper type thing on cam and was talking with a customer in a private message and I didn't care what they were going to do but I asked what she was going to use it for. And she got pissed at me for that. I just don't know what to do she says it is non of my business but it is to me because she is my girlfriend. I need help please
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