Where has all my motivation gone?
I'm 17, (18 next month), I've now pretty much completed college just got a few loose ends, I have a good set of friends and family. (The only exercise I do religiously is rugby every week).And yet, I have no motivation to do anything. I wake up in the morning thinking 'Here we go again'. I just lie there thinking I really don't want to get up and face the day. Finally, when I do get up, it's a struggle to do anything. I feel so like 'dead' if that makes any sense.
I need a way to motivate myself, as all I'm doing is sitting on my laptop in bed every single day, being depressed and short with my friends. Which I try so hard not to, but I just don't seem to be able to hold a conversation at all.
Most nights, I get into bed, and just cry, I don't know what for, I just can't hold it in.
Any ways to get the old me back would be great.