There is this guy I fell hard for. I thought he was falling for me. We had to end things because he wasn't ready for a commitment, I understood why he couldn't. I knew that I had to go so he could see what was out there. We connected so well. I made a fool of myself one night because he wasn't willing to give me what I wanted. I said sorry and we said that it will be better if we didn't talk or anything. Maybe someday if it is meant to be we will be. No matter what I'm doing he always is on my mind. I've tried to do everything not to think of him. I have plenty of guys that want me but none of them really want me. They see me as a chase and try to just get me into bed. I know I should follow my heart and it still wants him. Sorry this is so long. I guess my question is, did I lose him by being a fool that night?
