I was raised Christian so I was taught that porn was a sin. It was drilled in my head if you look at another woman it's a sin.

I caught him watching porn once, got PISSED then later looked at some. Now I watch quite a.bit. I've always been attracted to woman, but I still get upset when he sees other woman. I want to be open and honest with him. Because we're getting married, and I want to be all I can be for him.

But I'm afraid I'm giving him too much space these few days so I flipped out on him for watching a stupid scene of a movie WITH ME.

I just don't want to get screwed over because I was TOO trusting.

Don't get married until you get your act together and under control. You have a few personal issues to solve for yourself before you can even begin to collaborate on building a happy healthy life for yourself with another.

Most guys walk away from woman who snaps over stupid stuff and have no clue what they want or how to exercise good rational behavior. Sorry to be so harsh but either see a doctor, or a therapist. OR BOTH. Your fears are irrational.

What's his reaction when you snap while watching TV?