Help me handle since totally confused?
Its year now and he is back with me as friend but I don’t how deal with him sometimes . As on things between us is good as friends but sometimes we get carried away with past moments and have good moments or bad fights . He came to me for being friend for some business work we had planned and he had started and wanted my help . I also agreed since it was work related but was somewhere thinking how it would be? Recently he had breakup with the girl for who he double dated me , that girl left him and getting married somewhere else . Due to this he is broken up and want my help to come out and I also supported him becoz , can't see him upset since sum where I still feel for him but I don’t show him becoz he has hurt me a lot and lost my trust . He comes to me and get emotional and tries to get love , even I lose control on me sometimes and give all care and love . These things make me weak becoz he shares all his hurt with me and relaxes but then I become worried and become possessive for him and start behaving stupid which leads to fight . When we where in relationship due lack of time and understanding we could not live the time we wanted to live together and enjoy . Now sometimes I feel to enjoy that time with him as being friends but don’t now it would right or not?? I just want to be with him and complete that things which were missing in relations that time . But he sometimes behaves very wizard by being caring and loving and also being rude sometimes . I am totally confused what to do , and how to deal??