I cut myself but only to the point where it bleeds mildly. It scars, yes. It hurts, yes. I started in 5th grade with cutting my fingers. I did it because my parents would yell at me. Now, I cut my forearms. I use an eyebrow trimmer because it is only sharp enough to cause bleeding and pain. Then I do another one. I love my parents a lot. I really do... but every time they yell at me, I just. I just... and I do not plan on telling them. Or anyone. I do it to distract myself from my life.

Really sort of a stupid thing to do huh? Does it stop parents from yelling, does it solve any problem, or perhaps cause additional ones, a arm that is scared up, and possible infections.

You need to talk to counselor at school or someone else and get professional help. The cutting only causes more issues, what happens when parent find out ? You think they yell now ?

Why are they yelling ?

I think I understand why you cut, but you tell us. When your parents yell, and you feel hurt and hopeless, do you ever have fantasies about them seeing you bleeding and dying or even dead, and crying over you, and feeling regret? Remorse for being mean? I don't want to put words in your mouth, so describe how you feel if you don't mind.