Ummmm... this is embarasing but , I am constipated and was trying to take a dump , a few moments later I only had a very little amount but felt that there was a small bit that was still in there that won't go out , but once I checked... eewwww it was red stuff that was trying to push my poop out , it still goes back in anyway , is there anything wrong with me... will I die :(

You need to see a Physician - it could be anything from a prolapse to a tumor to nothing.

Will you die? No one knows that - but a Physician can diagnose and treat the problem.