I am 31 and have been married for ten years, I had a baby that didn't make it when I was 15, I was 14 when I got pregnant, I was so young I didn't want anybody to know, when I had him, my water broke and then he came and I even past the sack, I didn't go to the hospital cause like I said know body knew! I haven't been pregnant since then and my Obgyn said he couldn't check me until I go to my nero. Who is like 4 and a half hours away because I take Depakote ER I was just wondering if there was still hope and what I should do?

Wait, so you had the baby at 15, by yourself, and the baby died? What did you do with the baby?

Something could have been damaged if you weren't cared for properly during your pregnancy, and during the birth. There's no way for us to know. Only your doctor can help you with this.

You need to go in for a medical exam.
But I will be blunt, you seem to have no remorse in the way you talked about your choice with the baby 14 years ago, and now seem not to care about getting proper medical check now.
Honestly I hope you don't have one, since I am not sure the right choices will be made now

You are in a very sticky situation. Are your doctors aware of your history? If not, I would consider consulting an attorney before you do anything else. It is very possible you could be prosecuted for the death of your baby. I don't want to scare you, but you should talk to an attorney about this.

As far as your trying to conceive now. You need to talk to your doctors and you need to be completely honest with them about your history. And they may be compelled by law to report it.