Wanted to get back together, but...
My boyfriend of almost a year broke up with me. At the time he said he needed a break and could we still be friends. After four days he says he was being selfish and was feeling overwhelmed when he said that, and now he wants to get back together. So I said okay. The problem is that he has done this once before. Both times he broke up with me were because he was having issues with his son. His son is very emotional and angry with everyone. Understandable because his mother has pretty much abandond him and his sister. He has always like me but doesn't want his dad dating... Poor kid needs some counseling... His dad feels guilty and spoils him. The son is turning into a nightmare child and he is only 10. He is a good kid with problems and no coping skills.
Anyway, each time I think that it is a real break up. So I grieve the loss of the relationship. And now he is back? Lol. I don't know how to feel... I feel like my love and feelings are used up. I feel guarded. Will this feeling pass? I don't even want to kiss him anymore... Should I wait for the feelings to return. Do I need a break now? Or do I just end the relationship?