Hello, I am 24 and I have outbursts of anger and rage every time after I wake up . It has nothing to do with my sleeping patterns , as it happens with or without enough sleep . Usually id wake up in the morning and get mad and start yelling at my parents for no reason.id get very emotional , and sometimes find myself crying and screaming at them .I've called them names, said the worst and most hateful things to them . Usually , when I get up ,I go online and read my twitter timeline , and for no reason I develop this hatred towards people I know and don't know.Even my boyfriend gets hung up and yelled on the phone most mornings . The littlest things like when he asks me to repeat a sentence can get me so angry ,to the extent of feeling like punching something really hard . When I get out from the house ,I try to calm myself down , and later ill feel bad and regretted what happened .ill apologise later . Friends at work realise id be very moody in the morning and that I refuse to talk to anyone , even a good morning reply is just too difficult for me to say . It'll take 1-2 hours for me to really start my day "normally" as all the rage and moodiness goes away.I use to think that this was just the fact that I'm not a morning person, but then I just realised it's not normal at all. Every morning I have to face this .
I need help.