Im in love with a dead person
I met this guy(nick)and things were going really well, we're talking and laughing we were perfect, he was perfect. We were in love. But then he told me he had got diagnosed with cancer 3months ago and his family and I were the only ones who knew. The doctors had found the cancer too late and he knew he was going to die, but I didn't think it would be so sudden... I was talking to his cousin through twitter as I was away visiting family when I asked how nick was and he replied with '... didnt you hear..? ' And that was the moment I knew he had died and no one bothered to tell me until 3 days after I was angry at everyone, I stopped talking to people, eating, locked myself in my room at weekends. I couldn't get to the funeral but nicks other cousin came from italy to it, and he was trying to comfort me over twitter, but then he told me that he loved me... And I have a new boyfriend now who I love too but I can't stop thinking about nick... I was watching titanic last night and it kept reminded me of nick and what he would have done for me vis-versa. I really need help I don't know what to do..