Doc I don't know if I'm pregnant because when I take a test it says negative. But then my menstruation always falls at 12 in a month, last dec 12 I didn't have my menstruation so I think I'm pregnant I can't afford to have a baby so I take 4 cytotec 2 orally and 2 through vagina. Abortion is of course illegal in my country. After taking the meds. My womb hurts and I released a water like substance and some pink blood but only little. I started taking the med at 8 in the evening and at 10 in the morning I released a small brownish blood but I don't know if it is a blood because when I held it it is something rough. And oh I never bled heavily does that mean I'm not pregnant please help me.

First you did not even know if you are pregnant, periods can not always fall on the 12th of a month, some have 28 days, some have 31, the day they fall on will vary every month.

Next you could not even test with good results till at least the 22 and more likely the 26th of Dec to know if you were pregnant, or merely missed a period. Which also happens from time to time.
So no except waiting another week and doing a pregnancy test with the first urnine of the monring when you wake up, to know if pregnant or not.

As for as what all of this could have done and what harm you may have caused yourself, you need to see your doctor

Fr_Chuck- thank you for your help. And also I would like to know if whether releasing small brownish after taking cytotec, if ever you are indeed not pregnant is normal?