Why does my dad bate me every five minutes he always has to yell at me he is the reason I cut myself the reason I truer suicide every time he yells at me I feel this wound in my heart get deeper and deeper I can't go a day without thinking about committing suicide its this one guy that I'm in love with that keeps me from doing so so I want an answer why does my dad hate me what did I do to him?

Only your dad knows how he feels, and why he feels the way he feels. There's no way for anyone else to know what he's thinking or feeling.

Take back your power! Don't allow your dad to make you cut yourself and think of suicide. Do just the opposite and excel in sports or a school subject, for instance. Don't stay under his power and let his negative energy rule you. Don't let him win. You know you are better than that. Show your dad he can't control you. When he yells at you, block his anger, close your mind, and leave the area if you can safely and respectfully.

Does he ever have anything useful to say, but for whatever reason doesn't know how to express himself in a good and helpful way? Buried in all that anger (probably at himself, not at you) is a drowning man, struggling for air. And I'll bet he was yelled at by his father and knows only that way, so he was beaten down and now beats you down.

Stop the cycle and take back your power!