Hi ,my names Shannon, I'm 15 years of age. I used to be a really happy , bubbly person. This time last year my mother abandonded me. She changed her name & moved. Me and my mother were best friends , I loved her.Since she's done extremely terrible things. Moved so so so far away. She done this after telling me that the man that had custody wasn't my real father. Since this has been proven true since. I real father , I've known him all my life, wants nothing to do with my. He doesn't want his wife or daughter to know. I told me to disappear. I held my chin up and stayed with the man that brought me up. However recently we've been arguing. He would take out the smallest things on my , & physical hurt me and scream threats. So I left. I have been staying with my sister for a week now , but she has her own family & work to keep up with. She doesn't want me. This physically hurts inside. I just don't want to live anymore. My grades are dropping , I can't sleep, I'm just generally down. I can't cope. I have no one. I thought about maybe going into care? I've been before, short term, when my mother was ill. What do I do?