Ok, so as some of you know my story of having a male friend. And letting him go cause I was starting to have feelings for him and his children. Well lately my husband and I have been refinding each other. Which I think is great. But just last night I went out with a cousin, we had a few drinks and came home. Well when I got home the first thing I did was went into bed with my husband. Of course it was the best sex ever I thought in a long time. But the hole time I was thinking about my male friend. What does that mean? Afterwards I felt so dirty. What is wrong with me? Why can't I stop thinking about him? Even though my husband has never been the greatest to me. At least today I can say he is finally trying. I hate this feeling It makes me feel like Im cheating. Any advice for my bad behavior?
