I have been w my man for a year and three months. He was sweet when I met him, but I didn't think he would be someone I was going to love as much as I do. Two weeks after meeting I went out and receive a call and odd texts from his phone w a girl asking me to not call him and that they were having sex. Upset as I was, thinking he was a fake and lying cheat, I hooked up w his friend that night who kept saying my man was a cheat and brainwashing me against him. The next day my man said it was his cousin because he was upset I had gone out and so forth. For the rest of the year and three months I have been completely faithful and we both fell completely in love w each other. He always accused me because he said he could just feel it in his heart and somehow he even knew w who. Three days ago after he kept pushing I finally admitted it and I'm begging for forgiveness. He has gone through being hurt, to maybe w time seeing if we can get past it, to anger and wanting to know every detail, and now has asked me to give him time and leave him alone. He has left town, possibly for a month to "try to forget this horrible feeling". He's my whole world, and I know I was his. Could we ever have a chance again? I'm willing to wait forever and told him, but he's not sure.
