I am a seventeen year old girl. I At the age of around 3-7 I'm not sure I can't remember the specific age, but my brother would sexually abuse me. I am confused, I feel alone, and the memories of this abuse were triggered about 7 years ago, I don't knoow what to do, I keep trying to put them away but tey keep flooding back. I act normal with my brother now like nothing happened, but its still inside of me killing me each day. *and he doesn't know I remember

I suggest talking to him about it, maybe he will tell u why he did it.. Maybe get u done relief until u go to a councilor.

It may take a long, long time to get over something like this. I would suggest writing down your feelings about it, over and over again if you have to.
And find a therapist who is specialised in these kind of issues -if you can afford one, I don´t know how much they ask.
I don´t know if talking to your brother would help.
But try to read a lot about it if you can. There must be some decent books about this, and reading stories form people who went through the same thing might help too.
I wish you a lot of strength and courage.

How old was your brother at the time? How old we're u at the time?
If you were both young.. Who told u about this sexual abuse?