I lost ma first love at the age of 18... after it never hapnd to me agn... m 20 nw.. des 2yrs have been lyk hell... I kw I cnt have him back neithr do I share des thngs with anyone... idk why god made me through ol des... wen I try and watch sum good muvis I couldn't cntinu watching because evrytym I do so m end up with hids memories... its v difclt... I evn can't love agn...