Hi friends.. I too had a very beautiful love story.. we met on Facebook.. we chatted for 4 days and realized that we are same at intellectual level and carries same sense of humor.. and we both developed feelings for each other.. we were from same city.. after 10 days of chatting and calling we met and we watched a movie... she was very priety and in a month we started loving each other badly.. I used to live away from home and wasn't having many frndz in the city so she became the closest human being to me in very quick succession... she too accepted that she can't even live without me.. we started meeting almost everyday... we became the whole world for each other in such a quick time... love was in the air and life looked so beautiful... and within another month we have had sex too.. we went on outing where we spent two nights together.. I asked if her parents would not agree for our marriage, she said either I'd run away with you or I'd kill myself, but she ensured that her parents will agree... and my mind adopted the thing that rest of my life is going to be with her... my birthday came and she made it so special as I never thought of.. we spent it on a hill station away from the world.. we stayed... now it has become impossible for both of us to stay away from each other for even 2-3 days.. several times we shared the bed.. I sometimes say what if we couldn't get married and she starts punching me and say that even god can't seprate us.. we are soulmates.. she talked to her mom about me that she likes a guy.. her mom said we'd see, let the time come... once her mom said that you have some age difference and she was badly tensed and almost about to cry... but time went on... we completed one year of the relationship... we couldn't meet on the very day but we were extremely happy... I said it was the best year of my life.. she said this is just the start... we have dozens of years to live together and we thanked god for everything... next very day she was at a wedding and I was on an official tour... I couldn't contact her for the whole day as I was having a number of meeting... but I was continuously waiting for her text... the day passed... no text from her.. 7.30 I reached home.. I was properly restless... I text-ed her and she gave a casual message.. I asked why didn't you messaged me the whole day.. she said I was busy with studied.. I got annoyed with her answer.. I thought I should annoy her too.. I said I want to tell you something.. I met my ex-gf a few days back.. she really got annoyed and started shouting- I'll never contact you again.. I said baby calm down, it was just a prank... she said whatever I'm fed up with your pranks about past... m breaking up with you... I thought she's in anger and she'll be fine next day... but she didn't responded for 2-3 days.. now I realized that something serious is going on.. I tried my best, I tried all apologies but it did not work.. I was broken.. I said baby it's a small issue.. I don't think it is the only reason.. she said yes.. I talked to mom, she said no, I talked to my relatives and friends they said guy is not perfect for you... and I also realized that I should go with them... I lost the earth under my feet.. I started crying and continued for 1 hour.. but nothing worked... she was gone.. and for a week I kept begging her.. crying.. quiting food.. roaming around her home.. once she also got hurt to see my condition and promised me that she'll try to come back.. 2 days went well again she started saying that she doesn't feel like continuing... 45 days are gone after our breakup.. but every second she's d only thing on my mind.. I am in depression.. at evenings I feel like killing me.. sometimes I ask her to talk to me she does.. I feel good when she talks to me.. but she just talk as a wellwisher not as my sweet little baby who spent one long year in my lap... I asked her that how does she feels... she said she's OK.. she's busy with studies... and I start reading her long messages, mails, voice recordings, hand written letters where I have those thousand promises where she says "you are the most precious gift in my whole life from god and I can't imagine a life without you''.. I am in such a deep depression that my friends made me talk with other girls but I couldn't talk to them more than two days... she's impossible to replace.. I am taking excessive alcohol and I have fallen from the bike several times... everyone is saying that I'm going toward slow death but if I tell her she says that I'm just saying this to gain attention.. people around me use to say that it will get well with time.. but I guess it's getting weird day by day.. I don't want to contact her but whenever I feel very low I feel like talking to her.. please suggest something.. i am fed up of his heart pain..