Do I have anxiety disorder?
I'm 13,I'm a very happy person.always laughing, wanting to have fun.but when I'm angry I feel like I want to take a bat and start hitting people.I want to go crazy, beat the life out of people.I know if I get let thee feelings out id get in a LOT of trouble.so when someone makes fun of me or disrespects me I keep shut.I have self control.when I'm angry I HATE every single person on planet earth.I hate them all.when I'm in a crowded room I feel like I'm in a dream.I feel light headed.I feel so light headed its not even funny. It feels so unreal.then I get sweaty and cold and then I faint.this happens when I stand up for too long.my legs also hurt bad and they start to itch really bad.the other day a girl at the supermarket tried to start problems with me (classy) we yeld back and forth,I felt... I felt like I was falling off a cliff.I felt like all the blood in my body was going 150 miles per hour.whenever I agure with someone I feel this.I feel scared in a way.when I cry hard and for a long time I start breathing hard and I can't breath.like a anxity attack.after I cry I hate myslef for crying. (only in front of people).I feel as though I'm never sad,but angry.at night when I hear a sound outside like a car.or a scream I think the world is ending,then I pray.when I'm home alone I'm scared to even go upstaris in the dark by myself.I feel as though there's something trying to hurt me.I now feel like I need to go to therapy,I need to know what's wrong?when someone who is my age and who acts like a little kid makes me want to beat them up to put it in a nice way.people ANNOY me so bad is not funny.I HATE it when people act stupied.imagine everything you just read 10 times as bad.
1.do I have anxiety disorder
2.what do I have
3.what should I do
4.do I need therapy
5.am I crazy
7.who should I got to
8.do I need medacation
Please,please anwer my question I need help.I don't know what to do. Thanks :)
