Is it possible for me to have someone listen to me in private and help me solve some of my problens online?

Not here. Ask your question there are plenty of people here willing to help. Otherwise you may consider counseling.

As as professional counselor, I would guess you will not be able to solve your problems via email or PMing.

What's going on?

You are still hung up on your ex. It's only been 2 weeks. You are suffering.
The gist of it was that you couldn't let go of something he had done in the past yet you couldn't break up with him, and he was fed up with you.
Am I close?

Not exactly