When we first started dateing it was great we have been together nine months now and he hardly ever touches me or tells me he loves me unless I tell him first , if I ask him can we make love its oh I need a shower or I don't feel good . He is over weight but when he wants it I am always ready which its very seldom he wants me. If I ask a question about why he doesn't want to even cudle he says I am just being negetive and then he says we are through and I have to beg him to forgive me I can't even ask a question at all or its all me being negative so what do I do I love him I just wish he would show me a little attention so I don't feel so rejected am I not the one he wants is he sick of me and doesn't want to put me out on the street cause he knows I have nowhere elose to go. What is wrong with me please help me to understand if I should just face it or stay with it.