He died on my birthday. And I was in love with him... I have people who say he hated me but we always were on and off. He died of a heroin over dose.. but told me he would nevertheless stick a needle in his arm.. I can't get over him. And I need answers

Sorry but once someone has passed, we are unable to contact them.

There are no psychics or mediums on this site. If this is something you believe in than contact a psychic or medium in your area for a reading.

Sorry, there is no closure, a person who is thinking clearly does not kill themselves, so understand that he was not hisself when he did this.

If he stayed with you and was on and off, he loved you or he would have just kicked you to the curb. A drug user cares really for no one but theirself and the drug, so to even be part of his life was all the love he had.

There is no talking to the dead,

Take time, get professional help if needed to learn to deal with your loss