So I've been talking to this guy for almost 2 yrs are relationship is constantly on the rocks. When we met we met in January an he is in the military ,so later on into the months about April may he told me he was getting stationed in a foreign country an that he did not want to be in a relationship(things were AMAZING up intil this point) when he left(but still wanted to continue what we had while he was here) an note he was not getting deployed it was stationed. (at this time we obviously had just met so we were not in love but are feelings were very strong for one another) so later in July I had decided since he was leaving in November or December I should go to get away make a fresh start cause if I stayed that long I would have been heartbroken an in love with someone who was gone. So in July I left. We raley spoke while I was gone at first it was to hard but then when we started talking agan in October an are feelings for one another were even stronger. He is the type of guy who shows no emotion what so ever the word LOVE neverrr exsisted in his vocabulary an he always told me he never wanted to be married or have any more kids he had gotten a vasectomy.. because when he was younger he married his forst love when she got pregnant an was divorced less than a yr later. So he already been married hated it an had a daughter so he didn't want anymore kids. An me being a total sap for the family life an kids an what not accepted this cause I was in love with him, so anyway eventually in October November he found out he wasn't leaving an asked me to move back to my home state an move in with him he wanted to be with me an he LOVED me. An for me it was all I wanted to hear so I made the 1st flight back in dec. an the night befire we got into are 1st real huge argument an when I flew back home we nvr spoke or saw one another until January! So I moved in with him eventually an at first I t was all good then everything slowly went down hill... he was talking to other females that were just his friends on Facebook. An id find emails to them, id find like meet people websites where he was listed single. Like just ridiculous things he saw nothing wrong with an I felt like all I was doing was starting fights. Then it got to the point whr we were not friends on any social network. Being that wehave mutual friends I see things he does an says an it absolutely drives me nuts. I moved back here for this guy an he just neverrrr stops with the other females. Although he never has cheated on me when we were together we broke up in June I finally just couldn't take it anymore an left an he's slept with 4 females since but he loves me an wants to be with me? But I'm just to "emotionally, insecure, he can't stand when i cry" which he always made me cry he was really inconsiderate to my feelings. An then thr was pictures posted with him literally alll over his female friends. I just felt disrespected but to him its nothing an I'm just jealous but considering all I been through I don't feel like its me! But he literally thinks it me.. am I reading into all this too much would he have made me come back for nothing? He recently got deployed an although we've been split since June were still "tht couple" as in not really broken up just wrkin it out, well he left an his Facebook floodsssssssss with pictures of him an his 2 close female friends which he is all over an it just disturbs me. An then as a joke him an the one perticular female said they were engaged to each other but I took that wrong to! Idkkk I'm going crazy! Because then he text me like ilove you blah blah idkkkkkkkkkkk! Am I being to crazy?
