I don't know what to do do . This empitiness inside of me is killing me day by day & whenever I find a friend he betrays me or just leave without a reason . I don't know if this is my fault or it is meant to be like that . Just for once I want to find someone so true . I am not evil to deserve all that , I've always been there for everyone , I've always tried my best to cheer up people but it seems there is no one out there who wants to do the same with me :((

Do you have a Question ?

Yes my question is : what should I do to get rid of this empitness I'm feeling inside of me!

Without knowing the reasons behind these feelings it's very difficult to assist.

I even don't know it myself :(

Hi Amenita, I think you need to do some self confidence boosting.It seems that every time a friend decides to go their separate way then you immediately think it has to be your fault... why!!

You sound like a very caring person.I am sure it is not your fault it's just that some people aren't right for one another,someone else will come along who will be a better friend to you than the rest. Maybe you are trying to hard,just be yourself do your own thing then come together as friends when you both have the time,that way there will be no time for boredom to set in.

Why not also try some new interests... join a club where you can meet new people.Learn something new... perhaps a different language or cooking, dancing, swimming or even a reading class,in fact anything at all that will bring you out of yourself and in new surroundings with lots of new people, things to do and talk about will make you a very interesting person to be with.

Build yourself esteem,maybe take on a new image,something you always wanted to do.Perhaps new haircut, out fit what ever it takes to make you feel good about yourself.

Remember to smile...