How do I handle this situation?
I've worked with this guy for two years now and lately (past six months or so) I've developed quite a crush on him. We have a mutual guy friend and he's who I usually go to for guy stuff. I just can't with this because the kid I have a crush on is my advice givers best friend.. Anyway, I told the mutual friend that I like my co-worker, his best friend, and he said he'd let him know if I wanted. Well, I didn't have the guts to tell him myself so I told him to fill him in. He did and my co-worker knew I had a crush on him for a few weeks before he said anything to me. When he did say something(we were working at the time), it went a little like this: "Hey, so mutual friend told me you like me." I blushed and nodded. "Oh he did?" "Yeah he did." "Yeah...I do." End of story. We continued to work. Then later he picked it back up: "I don't know if I want a relationship.." "oh yeah. Totally. I get it." "I..I might be dtf though." Holy crap! I about died. I just nodded and said okay. He asked me to hang out sometime and I said sure. Well weeks passed and nothing happened. We didn't hang out. Nada. Well just the other night he asked me again if I was dtf. I told him I wasn't sure. He then told me that his parents were going to be out of town and that I could come over. I was very hesitant but I accepted the offer because he said other people were going to be there too. Well he never called so we didn't hang out. So I guess the question in all of this is, would it be awkward to work with him if we did hook up? He's a very chill guy and I can play it cool but.. I don't know if I play it cool everyday. And would it be awkward during the act? Haha Do guys talk about their hook ups like girls? Help. Please. Anything will do. (Perferrably guys answer.)
