So. I don't know how to start this. Me and my guy we are in early 20's.and been dating for more than a year now. We've had our share of fights and everything. But everything changed since April'12. He had lied to me about something big which even resulted in us almost breaking up. But since I couldn't let him go I forgave him and we were together.
But since then everything has changed. He has changed. He is less of a sweet person as he was. Texts less we talk less meet less and sometimes when I try to make things normal he doesn't help. :( He was a really swell guy treated me like a princess but now whenever I try to talk to him about past all he does us flip out and asks me to let go off the past. Most of the time whenever I call him or anything his number is busy. Earlier I didn't care but gradually when I realized that and tried to talk to him about it he said I don't trust him and all. When I text him he doesn't reply. It makes me sad. And I cry almost every day to sleep
This all has made me think maybe I am a bad person and all. Earlier I used to think he needed space but it has been over 6 months like this. Maybe it's my fault I am so attached to him but I don't want to let him go I love him. :(.. I am so hurt I don't even know if he is into me.