I lied to my boyfriend and probably every other friend in college about a disease I apparently have. I know I was wrong to do so and I have no idea why I did it. It was probably an attention seeking thing and yes, I have discovered myself to be an attention seeker. My boyfriend is trying to find me a doctor and he did. Now he wants reports and all that so that he could get the doctor to check me out. I told him there is a treatment in a few months, if that goes on well, I would be perfect. But, he wants to do everything, and now I am clueless. I know I'm in trouble, I know I was wrong and I will never do it again, ever! But this is killing me on the inside. I can't sleep, my head is splitting in slow motion, I could almost feel it. I just need a way to get out of it. Can't confess because then, things could get worse. I will make it right. My plan was to get things right by going away for a month and returning and saying everything is all right. Now I can't do that either because me boyfriend is crazily in love with me. I don't know why I did it, now I know it was wrong ad its not easy to get out of.But I am lost, I could almost kill myself right now. Should I? No!! But is there any other way out of this??

It's time to tell the truth. There is no other way.

You will be found out later rather than sooner, so make it sooner instead.
Anyone who knows enough medicine will be suspicious right away, especially if you go away for a month and come back all cured. And he will certainly figure it out, with no proof or signs or good answers to his questions. Tell him and face the consequences.