how to forget your mistakes!
hi I am sixteen and I am a Muslim girl as you know in Islam girls and boys can not have free relationships unless they are married... actually I'm not so much religious but I'm spending a hard time now... I had a friend who suddenly became a boyfriend to me although I didn't love him or something like that but he and I had three or more times seeing each other just for having a time to spent in a romantic way... yeah I am somehow hating myself now and I don't know if its because of my soul which is calling me with the voice of my religion or its because I have undermined human values by touching somebody while I love somebody else... on the other hand I am so much scared I really don't want anybody to understand what I have done... please help me... I prefer a help from someone who respects my religion... and excuse me if I'm not good in English...