I'm 23 years old with really only one friend.. I have a hard time opening up to this friend because she has a lot going on right now and I feel bad to burden her with my problems.. I'm at a point in life where I feel stuck and like I'm going no where.. ive struggled with depression in the past and scared I'm headed back down that road.. I feel I have no life and its my own fault.. I really am just looking for someone to talk to..

What you need to do is find yourself a therapist... you need more than any random friend can give.

Depression is a medical ailment, and it can be treated. I've been there.

What you need is medical help to deal with your depression. Counseling is a good idea too.