I stopped cutting for my boyfriend's sake but everyday I have the urge to, I am 3 months clean though I regularly dig my nails into my wrists and punch my thighs. I was going to counselling though it stopped helping me. I want to end my life and made a plan to, I attempted it awhile ago and need to know how can I cope?

Considering this post and your other about having a baby you MUST seek professional assistance with the emotional issues.

And you want to throw a baby into this mix? Pregnancy and motherhood will only make your depression worse.

But it will stop me from trying to because I will have the baby to take care of.

How do I PM someone? Yes I know I'm stupid.

This thread is closed as the OP is NOT listening to reality.
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