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  • Sep 18, 2012, 07:47 AM
    PokeXpert
    Suicidal thoughts
    A while back, I posted a thread in a website I'm at, and got tons of support. However, I really don't want to go there again, and I feel like I'm annoying them if I just bring it up. I'm just really feeling bad, and am dealing with suicidal thoughts every day. I've talked with conselers and they're helpful, however, when I'm done, I just feel lonely again, and I don't know what to do. :/
  • Sep 18, 2012, 08:11 AM
    Wondergirl
    You're a good writer. I need your help. Will you help me with something?
  • Sep 18, 2012, 08:50 AM
    PokeXpert
    Um... I guess...
  • Sep 18, 2012, 08:54 AM
    Wondergirl
    Write something for our site blog. Any topic. Gaming maybe? Pizza? What your counselors did wrong? 200-800 or so words.

    Whaddya think?
  • Sep 18, 2012, 10:25 AM
    PokeXpert
    Sure? I mean, what? Like, is this relevant for the thread? Err, no matter. ;) Where should I write it? BTW, the counselors did nothing wrong, they were a little blunt, but that's okay...
  • Sep 18, 2012, 11:33 AM
    Wondergirl
    Write 200-800 or so words on a G- or PG-rated topic of your choice, PM it to me for any gentle editing, and I will post it on the site blog. In my signature is a link to the essays already written.

    It's not relevant to the thread or to anything else. It's to make you a better person. :D

    Start writing now!
  • Sep 18, 2012, 08:21 PM
    PokeXpert
    OK... Can it be about a site I'm on? ;)
  • Sep 18, 2012, 08:35 PM
    Wondergirl
    Probably. Maybe. Give me a hint.
  • Sep 21, 2012, 07:09 PM
    grandmaof2
    You sound like me so I guess we're all in the right spot.. I go to doctors to an councling, as like you I am the same as I was when I went in. NO BETTER.. They told me to make a journal as writing everything second an minute of each day down. I did or lets say I tired. It just mad me mader at them because I thought they didn't care. They were getting paid for it.I have been in many hospitals an trust me it still doesn't help an when I woke up I still had my problems. GOD is not going to give us anymore than we can handle. Life is short, live it to the fulless. If you write, write about anything an everything. My 2 grandbabies are what get me threw if not I would probably be gone. I keep praying an hoping an that's all we can do. My prayers are with you an another thing is that I keep thinking that if I did kill myself I would never see the LORD. Because it is a sin an I also thought that if you did not know what you were doing that your mind was taking over it was okay, but it's not.. I am with you I live it everyday an it is no fun.. Please think things over before you do anything.
  • Sep 21, 2012, 07:14 PM
    PokeXpert
    Wondergirl, a how-to manual.

    Grandmaof2 - Thanks for your kind regards, I'm an Atheist BTW (Didn't feel like God was there for me anymore), I just don't want to think about the next stress-filled day. :/ Everyday's a living Hell, and we're all going to die someday - Why just not a bit shorter? :/
  • Sep 21, 2012, 07:15 PM
    Wondergirl
    How to do what?
  • Sep 21, 2012, 07:16 PM
    PokeXpert
    No, the website is a how-to manual.

    wikiHow - How to do anything
  • Sep 21, 2012, 07:21 PM
    Wondergirl
    I think you should write about something else. That's too much like a competing site.

    Are you a gamer? A Boy Scout? Have a weird hobby?
  • Sep 21, 2012, 07:25 PM
    PokeXpert
    Acting. Pokemon. A broken leg. =P
  • Sep 21, 2012, 07:30 PM
    grandmaof2
    Yes it is an I think the same thing as I said no one knows but the ones going through it an yes it is HELL an everyday I try to make it shorter but it doesn't work. I gave up on GOD to an said he wasn't there or didn't care, but I try.
  • Sep 21, 2012, 07:39 PM
    PokeXpert
    BTW, I'm a girl.

    Thanks Grandmaof2 - I'll try to keep strong...
  • Sep 21, 2012, 07:49 PM
    grandmaof2
    Quote:

    Originally Posted by PokeXpert View Post
    BTW, I'm a girl.

    Thanks Grandmaof2 - I'll try to keep strong...

    Yes I know.. I wasn't trying to say anything bad. I was just trying to help. I try to stay strong too, but it's hard.
  • Sep 21, 2012, 07:52 PM
    grandmaof2
    Quote:

    Originally Posted by grandmaof2 View Post
    Yes I know.. I wasn't trying to say anything bad. I was just trying to help. I try to stay strong too, but it's hard.

    I just found this site today so I'm still trying 2 make sure I get everything right..
  • Sep 21, 2012, 07:52 PM
    PokeXpert
    ^ I know. I've tried suicide 13 times... Not fun. :(
  • Sep 21, 2012, 08:18 PM
    Wondergirl
    Quote:

    Originally Posted by PokeXpert View Post
    ^ I know. I've tried suicide 13 times....Not fun. :(

    Write about that for the essay.

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