False pregnancy symptoms or not?
One month ago I had a "sexual" experience with my boyfriend.I touched his penis while he was erect and felt that watery substance that comes before sperm is realeased.than I touched the area around my vagina and inserted my finger in it. Because I'm a virgin and it was my the first sexual (if you can call it sexual) experience I started to have an intense fear of being pregnant. I just spoke with my boyfriend and he said that it's all in my head and said that is impossible to remain pregnant from that watery thing that comes out while the penis is erect.Than my period just came 2 days after that experience and then after a month it came at the right time... somehow my fear just went away for a while. But last week I "played" again with my boyfriend and this time he touched the area around my vagina with his penis and after I touched his penis and had a little wet thing on my fingers I inserted it in my vagina deeper than before because I thought there is no danger. This thing happened one day after my period ended( so I was fertile). NOW I now that where's no penetration there's no pregnancy plus I'm still virgin. BUT 3 days ago my severe lower abdominal cramps started; out of my vagina comes the white substance (it happened before but not so frequent); worse than all this morning I couldn't even eat a banana because I threw out and I also have diahrrea.my boyfriend says that this is because of the sudden change of weather because several friends of his got the seakness. I know he just want to calm me but I just can't. I repeat to myself that it's impossible but the fear of being pregnant perdists. I've read that in my case there would be little chance to get pregnant but this little chance exists and makes me really stressed. Is this false pregnancy? I really throw out and can't eat, I relly have diarrhea and lower abdominal cramps.my lower abdomen is bigger and harder than before (I'm thin so I can observe quickly any change). My breasts hurt a little but just during the night and I'm also feeling very warm though a I don't have fever. I'm so stressed out I can't even sleep. Could those symptoms be faked by my head? They are so real.