I am 22 I am suffering from psychiatric illness severe long I feel hopelessness and lack of sleep with no restraint and say the words strange as I did not consciously Unfortunately I can not cure afraid to tell One for my suffering no one listens to me I have more than two years and I`m thinking About suicide Are that makes me crazy?

It is really hard to understand your post.

Are you currently on any medication?

Are you living with your parents? How long ago were diagnosed?

Yes it is crazy to want to kill yourself, any problem can be cured or gotten over. Or a way to cope with it found.

You need if not already, to get professional help.

No, thinking about suicide is not crazy. People in grief or physical pain think about it day in and day out, all over the world. Not getting help for all your suffering is just sad. Why haven't you told anyone?